Stories

Feelings & Mistakes


Its a human nature to do mistakes.... It is he who can show feelings better than any other living being... But what if the mistakes are a result of feelings??

At least a few of you may be thinking that, what I am trying to talk about.... Yes, I am trying to talk about my own decisions... My decisions are never wiser, since I take decisions from my heart.... My decisions are just true, since I dont use my brain to decide... To make it a little more simple let me explain you the recent feeling i had that turned to be a mistake for someone...

I am settled in my life up to a certain extend with a very decent pay and a very cool lifestyle... Friends, facilities, money, respect and everything that a youngster need is with me also.... I actually run my family in a very nice way eventhough am so young, coz its my responsibility and have to do it..

During this time My Love is somewhere far away, where I cannot make my dreams true... In fact I will struggle for a living, to feed my parents, i have no lifestyle, no facilities, no money and just a uselesss life. After having such a fun filled lifestyle in one of the biggest metro in the world, its too difficult to adjust in my poor country. I am smart enough to understand everything. Stil I am so much in Love that, I am leaving everything, just for a few days with her.. Just for a few days of Love I have left everything... The main point is I did everything so happily... I neither had a fear of failure nor had a thougt of what i am losing... The only thing that I can see is her face and those few days I've got to spend with her...

Mistake- I never had an idea how much is this going to effect my parents... When I spoke to them their old tiry voices touched my heart very badly.. Those old people who loves me so much never knew what all were happening with me... The love they gave me made them so blind that they always trusted me... I love them, but still this time my priority was something else... Their tiry still caring voice over the wire made me understand the amount of tears that they shed for me... I was afraid that they are worried about the days they have to see when their son doesnt have a job.. But I was filled with tears , when I realised that those lovely old people were worried about their son's difficulties...

I am so sorry to hurt you my dear sweet hearts.. I love you my dad and mom... I am so sorry....
May the almighty make this MISTAKE caused due to my FEELINGS towards someone, turn to a better fortune.. Still my feelings are the same to everyone... I trust my God to help me to again turn back to be your son...

Hope you understand how Feelings are sometimes Mistakes... But does it mean that you should kil your feelings?? No, you should live with your feelings, but make sure your loved ones are still happy... I learned from life and just shared with you. So, dear friends, think for your loved ones before thinking for you.... " If you are going to be happy in Life, leave everything and hear your heart, But when you are not sure about your happiness, use your brain and keep others hapy at least..coz, if your life is meant to shed tears, why dont you gift others a smile on their face??? ".....